now is one of the best moment i've ever had.. i finally understand how to handle my students.. and today, i can see that they have changed.. it's a satisfaction, real satisfaction.. x tau nak gambarkan cmne, rse tharu pon de.. hehe.. sentimental la plak.. *winkwink* there was a time when a student of mine came to me, and he told me this: "cik, mintak restu berkat ilmu.." i was stunned, and i actually asked him to repeat that.. speechless.. airmate pon dah bgenang dah time tu.. all i can say is xpe, saye sentiase doakan kamu.. the whole day, i felt really2 appreciated..

i used to have a problem in communicating with my students.. aku rase mcm susah nak sesuaikn dri ngn budak2 ni, jarak umo pn xbanyak beza ngn aku.. i didn't know how to treat them.. ade satu kejadian yg mne aku hampir nak nangis, sbb aku rse cam susah sgt nk paham dorg.. tu blom lagi time dorg x anta assignment, time dorg x denga pe yg aku aja kat depan, time dorg membalas balik ape yg aku cakap.. kadang2 smpai mgeletar tangan, smpai panas rse muke bile tahan marah.. tpi lama kelamaan, aku pikir, kalau dorg x ble ikut rentak aku, bia aku je la yg ikut rentak dorg.. and Alhamdulillah, i managed to understand them, dan aku ble rse yg dorg nye response lgi bes dr awal2 dlu.. hehe.. smbil2 paham dorg, aku try tegur dorg sket2, psl attitude, psl bahasa dorg.. and i think that they started to change..

the value is.. tolerate more, and you'll get the satisfaction.. tpi dlm tolak-ansur tu, perlu ade gak tegas nye.. and for my students, thank you for helping me in understanding you.. *appreciated*