~ i'm trying..... ~

after what happened these past few days, i felt something that is difficult for me to explain.. looking at bak while he was sleeping, was a 'kesyahduan' for me.. at that moment, i scold myself for not being a good daughter for my one and only father.. dh bpe kali aku punahkan harapan bak, dan bak sllu bsedia memaafkn aku.. and every single time, i was given another chance.. npe aku sllu x alert ngn harapan, hati dan prasaan ma ngn bak..? the answer is simple.. sbb aku x bsungguh.. and i really hope that i would be able to be better for my parents, InsyaAllah.. *i'mtryingtobebetter*