Thursday, April 30, 2009

a week of dot.. dot.. dot..

it has been such a busy week.. bru menyewa lbih kurang 3bulan, air plak kne potong.. imagine what i felt when i came back from work, knowing that there's no water.. kecepush! rse cam nk mjerit je.. pemilik rumah ni mmang agak sukar nak b'urusan, but aku x sangke smpai cmni skali.. then my housemates and i decided that we should look for a new house.. mcari ni 1 hal lgi.. cri punye cri, dapat 1 umah, dan syukur, lagi elok dr umah sbelumnya, dan sewa yg lagi murah.. hehe.. and last night was the first night i slept at the new house.. proses pemindahan tu dlm proses.. Allah permudahkan kami, walaupun tahap stamina dah hampir x de dah, asyik bkejar ke sane sni.. nak blik ari ni pn xlrat, so i decided that i will go home tomorrow lah.. nk drive 5jam tu, nk kne ckup tdo lu.. ehehe.. feel sleepy rite now, sb tu layan prasaan je.. **grateful**

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Sneezing

not feeling well today.. asyik bersin je dr pg td.. hope that i'll be okay by noon.. mm.. mood pon kurang jdnye.. ni tgh pujuk dri sdri, x nak bnde ni pengaruh aku sgt.. hehe..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

seronok + puas ati = idop bahgie **winkwink**

sronoknye rse ari ni!! hehe.. rse cam puas ati sgt2, rse cam pe yg aku wat x sie2..
now is one of the best moment i've ever had.. i finally understand how to handle my students.. and today, i can see that they have changed.. it's a satisfaction, real satisfaction.. x tau nak gambarkan cmne, rse tharu pon de.. hehe.. sentimental la plak.. *winkwink* there was a time when a student of mine came to me, and he told me this: "cik, mintak restu berkat ilmu.." i was stunned, and i actually asked him to repeat that.. speechless.. airmate pon dah bgenang dah time tu.. all i can say is xpe, saye sentiase doakan kamu.. the whole day, i felt really2 appreciated..

i used to have a problem in communicating with my students.. aku rase mcm susah nak sesuaikn dri ngn budak2 ni, jarak umo pn xbanyak beza ngn aku.. i didn't know how to treat them.. ade satu kejadian yg mne aku hampir nak nangis, sbb aku rse cam susah sgt nk paham dorg.. tu blom lagi time dorg x anta assignment, time dorg x denga pe yg aku aja kat depan, time dorg membalas balik ape yg aku cakap.. kadang2 smpai mgeletar tangan, smpai panas rse muke bile tahan marah.. tpi lama kelamaan, aku pikir, kalau dorg x ble ikut rentak aku, bia aku je la yg ikut rentak dorg.. and Alhamdulillah, i managed to understand them, dan aku ble rse yg dorg nye response lgi bes dr awal2 dlu.. hehe.. smbil2 paham dorg, aku try tegur dorg sket2, psl attitude, psl bahasa dorg.. and i think that they started to change..

the value is.. tolerate more, and you'll get the satisfaction.. tpi dlm tolak-ansur tu, perlu ade gak tegas nye.. and for my students, thank you for helping me in understanding you.. *appreciated*

I'm happy

a fresh start.. hehe.. feeling happy, maybe for having enough sleep last night (overdose, actually..).. skang tgh layan lagu bryan adams, feel je.. haha.. tetibe terpikir plak psl diri sendiri.. i'm grateful.. when i look back to the time when i was younger, i've never thought that i would be at this stage.. bukan la kate aku mcapai sume yg aku nak, but life is much much more better now.. there are things that i've accomplished already, and that really satisfies me.. **smilingalone**

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

My 1st time

relieved!! hehe.. that's what I feel right now.. i've been thinking about blogging like a month before, after one of my friends tell me that it would be a satisfaction doing this.. sharing what i feel with those around me.. i guess a try won't harm me.. ehehe.. so, here i am, launching my own blog.. haha! it's official!!