## b'campur baur ##

aku xtau pe yg aku rase skang.. segalanya bcampur baur.. i need to decide, whether to hold on, or to let go.. uih.. sakitnye rase.. :( *imconfused*

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these past few days, i keep on thinking about my parents.. sibuk, memang sibuk minggu ni, but i don't know why, aku slalu t'ingat kt ma+bak.. slasa ni, ma+bak nk btolak g umrah, dan xtau nape, aku jadi sayu bile ingat psl tu.. everytime i think about them, i end up crying..
aku tingat muke ma yg dok masak, bpeluh2 kt dapo.. t'ingat kt bak yg t'tido kt atas sofa dpan tv.. t'ingat kt sikap aku yg kadang2 degil, dan xbuat ape yg spatutnye aku buat.. what should i do to overcome this feeling..? **i'mcrying**