Thursday, July 12, 2012

[ Yang Sangat Tak Ternilai ]

looking at aqim's pics, there's a feeling menusuk masuk ke dlm jiwa raga saya.. siapa sangke, saya ini bgelar ummi kpd seorg hero! ketika saya dapat tau saya pregnant, mase tu tgh top cerita adamaya, yg mne episodnye adalah lisa surihani pregnant.. pg esoknye, sy bmimpi sesuatu, & kebetulan pula, i have decided earlier to do upt that day.. and Alhamdulillah, there were 2 lines :)

i did not know how to tell my parents about me being pregnant.. but after thinking, xkire mcm mne skalipon saya xtau carenye, saya masih mahu bkongsi kegembiraan ini.. so i called my ma&bat, sisters & texted my brothers.. i shared the news with kwn2 di ofis..

the pregnancy period was alright for me.. sedikit lenguh2 bdn, sedikit loya2, sedikit pening2, saya masih beruntung jika dbandingkn dgn sesetengah ibu mengandung yg lain.. i managed to perform my Ramadhan ibadah for one full month, Alhamdulillah.. sehingga hari2 saya hampir melahirkan, saya masih berupaya solat dlm keadaan berdiri.. Alhamdulillah, Allah mengurniakan saya kelebihan2 itu..

my due date was on 24/12/2010.. when i continued my study, i did the monthly check at private clinics, and there was a doc who claimed that the due date was wrongly determined, it should be 22/12/2010.. saya cuak ketika itu, memandangkan saya masih ada Final Exam on that date.. saya hanya bertawakal padaNya, Ya Allah, mintak2 la aku selamat balik ke terengganu utk bsalin.. btw, dr awal lg, saya sudah set in mind utk melahirkan anak di terengganu instead of pahang.. i don't know why, tp memang saya sudah ada plan sebegitu..

kisah nak bertolak balik ke terengganu pun agak melucukan.. my hubby was with me all the time mse blaja, kebtulan pula ketika itu musim cuti sekolah.. bat sibuk call sana sini tanye flight mane yg masih membenarkan penumpang sesarat saya ini utk naik ke awan biru (xde bat.. dorg xsanggup dah.. that was what i told bat) then, we've come to a decision, blik dgn kereta, ma & brother came along in case something happens on the way to terengganu.. we arrived safely.. tunggu punye tunggu punye tunggu, sampai la 30/12/2010, anak saya masih lg belum menunjukkan tanda2 mahu keluar.. smpaikan my sister mengusik, ni msti nak masuk paper, baby tahun baru.. i was relaxed, xde pikir ape2.. mungkin dsebabkan saya banyak bcakap dgn anugerah Allah ini spy tunggu sehingga saya habis exam dulu, bru keluar, jd si kecik ini mendengar kata.. hehe..

31/12/2010, i realized that there was a blood strip.. i mentioned about it to my hubby & ma, and ma asked whether it hurts.. x, sikit pon x sakit ketika itu.. so we went to mok's (ni nenek saya) house and had breakfast together.. memang sudah plan breakfast beramai2 kat umah mok.. kami adik-beradik suka memeriahkan umah mok yg jaraknye more or less 30 mins trip from our home.. the agenda was eating chatting eating chatting.. tetibe je saya rasa mcm sakit d bahagian perut.. saya masih lg buat xtau, berbaring sekejap.. kemudian sakit tu dtg lg.. saya masih lg tenang.. mok dah perasan, kemudian asked me to baring je.. oh, inikah contraction?

hampir tengahari, kami blik ke umah ma, saya masih ingat, it was friday, & my hubby needed to perform solat jumaat.. he asked me whether i wanted to go to hospital, but i said it's ok, kite pegi lpas abg blik solat lah.. then my hubby blik, i said, no need la bang, kte pegi mlm kang eh.. tup2 pkul 5+-, saya dah mcm sakit sgt, trus decum ke hospital.. smpai ke hospital, register sgala bagai, and once again, doc ckap my due date was wrongly determined.. huhu.. +rupanye ade sesuatu yg xlengkap, so i need to go for a scanning.. kne bjalan pegi bilik scan, & mase tu memang dh sangat sakit..

pastu after being confirmed that there was no problem, the doc nak cek laluan sbb katenye mse scan td, baby's position tu mcm nak keluar sgt2 dah.. cek2, msih lg xlepas.. but i was sent to labour room straightaway wlaupn blom ckup syarat..

1st labour room was fully occupied, 2nd labour room - no one.. i was put there, & kebetulan mase tu time dorg tuka shift.. tinggal sorg je nurse, and she was not in a good mood.. nak dijadikan cerita, sume machine dlm bilik tu abih bateri, person in charge yg sblomnye xrecharge dlu sblom abih waktu kje (ni yg saya denga nurse tu bebel sorang2).. saya dah x tahan, my hubby was called to come in.. memang dh xtahan smpaikan kne marah dgn nurse tu, tp bile die dtg cek, die plak yg mcm kelam-kabut.. rupa2nya baby memang dh nak kua.. push push push, then nurse cakap ok, baby dh kua.. i stopped pushing, skali nurse cakap, eh kne push lg, bdn baby blom kua lg.. sy plak cam, oh, blom abih lg, so dgn skali teran lg, ini la die anugerah Allah:


Muhammad Hasan Mustaqim bin Ahmad Syahril

4 comments:

  1. hi darl..yeay..u dh aktif blog..hehe sronok bace..btw i gelak baca the last ayat..u smpt..'oh blom abih lg..' haha..

    nice entry darl..keep writing ok..for urself n those who appreciate ;)

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  2. heheh.. i m trying to spend time to blog myself.. arap2 konsisten la.. :p

    i do hope that i'll be able to maintain this darl, it does give me some kind of satisfaction.. hihi.. btw, thanks darl, u r the 1 who encourages me to do this.. :)

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  3. me? also encourage you kan??? hehehe... bagus... terus kan menulis yer...

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  4. heheh.. ya ya, kliney pon.. :)

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